I have to be honest and tell you that I wasn't immediately jumping up and down with excitement, I have had a long day and I just wanted to relax. But, of course, I said 'sure' and grabbed my Bible and headed to the bedroom. (I love that God totally understands my fleshiness and is not offended by my lack of enthusiasm but rather is glad for my obedience despite my fleshiness)
He led me to 1 Corinthians 7: 29-31
29 I mean, brethren, the appointed time has been [a]winding down and it has grown very short. From now on, let even those who have wives be as if they had none,
30 And those who weep and mourn as though they were not weeping and mourning, and those who rejoice as though they were not rejoicing, and those who buy as though they did not possess anything,
31 And those who deal with this world [[b]overusing the enjoyments of this life] as though they were not absorbed by it and as if they had no dealings with it. For the outward form of this world (the present world order) is passing away.
Lately, I have been caught up with the things of this life. As if there isn't a greater purpose out there, God's great commission still needing fulfillment! I have been worrying about things that I cannot change, and focusing my energy on myself and what I want. He so lovingly reminded me tonight that time is short and I should be acting like my life means nothing and His purpose means everything.
It is so easy to forget that He sacrificed everything so that I could have the opportunity to not only live with Him in Heaven but also bring others with me. Everyday is one day closer to His coming back for His children and I tend to act like I am the only one!
This may have seemed like an odd sort of confession, but I wonder how many more of you out there deal with this same thing. We all need to live in this world and we need to live life to the fullest, but we also need to make every moment count for Christ. We also need to be ever mindful of His still small voice asking us to talk to that person, give money to that shelter, or pick up the tab for that person's groceries. Who knows when the last day will be? No one. Not one of us has the security of tomorrow, but I often act like I do.
I think my encouragement for myself and all of you is to remember that time is ever winding down. Each day is one day closer to the last day we will have to offer Christ's love to this dying world. Take every opportunity! I am going to!
Be blessed and thanks to those of you who read my ramblings...
Shani